丁丁の家

life is short. isn't it beautiful just to express yourself? fully, completely, without too much thinking. it's so easy. so simple. if you bump into rejections, failures, or anything else, so what? really, it doesn't matter at all. it's great to be young, goofy, simple-minded, perhaps too straightforward. but those things make you go forward, instead of lying in bed all day and immersing in the past. my days like that are gone. even rainy days can be beautiful. that used to be me, and will still will be me.

thanks oliver. you just made my day! we were born on the same day =)

我的性子里，多少是有些哀伤的成分的。平日自己都极难察觉，只是偶尔在某情某景才会突然有一些情愫涌上心头。大多是有关回忆的。。。

一看，是去年这个时候左右写的。不知道为什么暑假的时候往往会比较消沉。还是忙碌的时候比较麻木。小萌说总有一个人漂泊的感觉。我说我虽然也一个人漂泊，但是心中却充满了好奇和期待。仔细想想其实并不矛盾。漂泊久了才会习惯了挑战和挣扎，却忘记了自己的小小感情。最近经常莫名地想哭。未必是在想家，因为已经模糊了家的概念。未必是在想一个人，因为不知道这是感情还是仅仅的对关怀的渴望。

一生都在为挣脱束缚而战斗着。才22年而已，也许我已经累了。

i was never a cinderella. i never evaded, but only embraced possibilities. i've been a carmen, longing for freedom and passion, only except that i don't give my feelings away. i guess i was never a pursuer in pursuing my feelings like i pursue anything else. maybe, only maybe, this is what i should pursue the most in life. because it matters.