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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
我的性子里,多少是有些哀伤的成分的。平日自己都极难察觉,只是偶尔在某情某景才会突然有一些情愫涌上心头。大多是有关回忆的。。。

一看,是去年这个时候左右写的。不知道为什么暑假的时候往往会比较消沉。还是忙碌的时候比较麻木。小萌说总有一个人漂泊的感觉。我说我虽然也一个人漂泊,但是心中却充满了好奇和期待。仔细想想其实并不矛盾。漂泊久了才会习惯了挑战和挣扎,却忘记了自己的小小感情。最近经常莫名地想哭。未必是在想家,因为已经模糊了家的概念。未必是在想一个人,因为不知道这是感情还是仅仅的对关怀的渴望。

一生都在为挣脱束缚而战斗着。才22年而已,也许我已经累了。

i was never a cinderella. i never evaded, but only embraced possibilities. i've been a carmen, longing for freedom and passion, only except that i don't give my feelings away. i guess i was never a pursuer in pursuing my feelings like i pursue anything else. maybe, only maybe, this is what i should pursue the most in life. because it matters.
posted by Ding at 8:18 AM |

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